I came back to work

Salam aleikom to every one salam salam! so after been at home and traveling for a month and a little big its so hard for me. Come back to work one of the main reason its that i just came back to the reallity, im so frustated i try not to be because what will happen if i never get the chance to study in canada i will be in that case worseee than ever! like i said before i need to be positive , have positive tought about everything that happen even if is bad or good! insh allah khair