CAQ + Waiting

salam aleikom salam salam

long time i didnt write just wanna let you know that im doing the CAQ , and also that my husband still dont have the residence of venezuela that the suposse to give him this year now we have to appeal that desition , also its we have to reapply for the turist visa of EEUU so its easy for us to travel canada insh allah

its so hard to wait and be patience i dont know what to do

:(

SOS Venezuela #12F #PrayForVenezuela

Salam aleikom to every one salam salam! Today i wanna make this post about my country and what happen yesterday, its horrible what is going on in venezuela. We dont have enough food, or money we are not able to buy dolars, we are not able to read news paper, right now the pharmacy dont have medicine, even people that have cancer dont have chemotherapy , i dont know what to say sometimes, i feel im living at nightmare, i just wanna wake up from this reallity , im so sad and i feel scared at the same time also because the insecurity we live here.

I just know that i have alot of faith that ALLAH swt will keep us safe insh allah 

Also people at the street are so angry at each other i mean the people that is with the goverment and the people that its NOT!

WE EVEN DONT HAVE NEWS CHANNEL SO WE CAN SEE WHAT ITS GOING ON.

Yesterday  i only saw the news by twitter , facebook, webpage, instragram, youtube, and CNN in spanish that i have this feeling they will take from us the CNN in spanish.

when i write this i just wanna cry i find hard time to fix all what im thiking right know what i feel! how i Feel about this situation, Yesterday police men killed students and also in youtube i saw this video were A POLICE MAN STEAL A LADY! what about that they take avantage of the protest we are having and steal from HER, i dont know what to say how to feel.

 We can not stand anymore this

the food its too expensive

thoundes people die every day here like animals

OHHH allah! help us! forgive venezuela! forgive us!

its really hard how you see that police, military and murder are all the same, i mean if a muder dont kill you may kill you the police or maybe the military its all that againts us , who help us who save us?

Only allah swt can do it the greatest, the mercifull #PrayForVenezuela

Fitnah

Salam aleikom to every one salam salam! Fitnah what is that is gossip like scandal , sad as it sound in my job is like that ALOT ALOT ALOT gossip sometimes i can not even handle it because its too much, im so sad that it is like that. even my actually boss that is a woman is soooo gossip girl , its get to the point when i doesnt matter you as a profissional just matter if i like you, if you are my friend, if you a a big SUCKER yeah i sayed it sucker, like people that speak so nice in front of you but when to turn around they just kill you with the wishpering, even myself sometime i say some stuff that i shouldnt i blame myself for been like that but also the environment drive you to be like that

YA ALLAH FORGIVE ME AND ALWAYS GUIDE ME TO THE RIGHT PATH AND

 ALSO ALL MY MUSLIM SISTER AND BROTHER ... AMIN