Destiny ( taking another way)

Salam aleikom to every one salam salam, so hi to every one!!! so to every one who read me, knows that my dream is to go canada and study there, as i mention before i was waiting to finish my studies here in venezuela just for get my degree i need to finsh 3 classes on my curse but the university last week they told me i can not do that because one of the classes need to be aproved before i see the another one like an example math 1 and math 2, so i was so sad and angry at the same time !!! i really wanted to finish but also this university they dont give you like options to finish that, if i stay here in venezuela , i will need to be here 1 year and a half so i dont wanna loose that kinda time when i can get a degree in canada , so i make the desicion to star all what i need to go there in november insh allah or even before plz make dua for me ... and so impress how all this happen ... i can´t wait to star all the paper work to go canada insh allah 

Buss caracas (Did lose an oportunity for waking up late)

Salam aleikom to every one salam salam!!! so every day of my life i take the buss caracas its a service from the goverment this is a public service of transport but very cheap also very comfortable, usually this buss pass in the front of my villege betwen 6.40 and 7am even when i wake up at 6 am sometimes i dont get to take this buss!!! today i was walking to the buss station and then he just pass truth my eyes so i run to take this bus but its was to fast i didnt get to take the buss, so i was very sad and mad in the early morning, after that. I star to think how many time we lose the buss i mean oportunity in life for not waking up early i mean for not waking up from bad situation that doesnt make us go on in our life! then i remenber when this happen i take really fast another buss that is not that comfortable and cheap like this buss caracas but in the next stop i get to take the buss caracas i dont know if you know what i mean !!! when this happen you just need to act quickly and take the another buss i mean oportunity dont let bad situation depress you noooooooooooo!!! take the another buss and get to your firts  choice!!! or even get early to your work with the another option...

stuff that i need!

a camara and i need a lapto but more important enthernet oh myyyy myyy myy!

Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Salam aleikom to every one salam salam, soooo hi to every one who read me im sorry i didnt post the problem is the enthernet! ok in my house where i live there no enthernet so i use the enthernet from work but they have a problem and they let us without it for 2 WEEKS you know ! it was for me the longest time, so allhamdulillah everything is going how i expected finally the problem of the last name of my daughter is done! she is mechta now ...
Also as the youtube channel the problem that now that i have everything the permition for my husband the program i need the enthernet as i said before there a company that said they will provide us with enthernet but we are still waiting for them...
I have a big new im gonna star a scarve line, yes a scarve line i wanna you keep up with me and see how it will be all the progress! soooo thank you for every one who read... and see you next post

Muahwwwhahahahahahahahhaha

My youtube channel its coming soon...

Chemical weapon use in Syria

What is happening in syria its not longer diference for what is happening in the world, in palestine, in irak and other countries that war is the basic day, but even that i saw the videos of the childrens dying and couldnt stop crying because is some one its doing all this Chemical weapon who is goin to stop that!!!! i feel so bad because, im so far away, i can not do anything at all, so unable to help other, its make me cry so much maybe because i am a  MOTHER!!! i think what if it will be my daughter ???? some people say: noooo i dont wanna watch this videos but i said to my self why??? why ??? why you dont wanna see the truth? why you wanna keep blind to what its happening out there so that dont hurt you!!!... 

insh allah 

all this will solve out

anyways we cant do anything because its writting to happen like that in the history!!! because allah SWT its trying to show us something 

Maybe you tube?

From long time agoooo i dont know like 6 or 7 month i have this idea of have my own you tube channel since, i have this need to share my life, my experience, i dont know, its will be about my hiyab (headscarf) my life, my emotion, what i live, my past, i dont know i just wanna share what i have been truth and inspire other make some diference so why LA MUSU, i am revert muslim, in spanish musulmana its means muslim and my aunt always called me (la musu) like a nickname...

Now i just thinking REALLY ABOUT MAKING THAT HAPPEN but one problem my husband says that its haram , and he may have a good reason because people its very roud and men some time are dirty minds but anyways i remenber when i started use hiyab nobody told me i learned from youtube and now days i see so much good positive energy in youtube with this hijabista and muslim girls they maybe not perfect but anyways they inspire other to wear hiyab in diferent ways what i notice that all hijabista are skinny dippi jajajaja so i wanna be like plus size hijabista :) i just wanna help the ummah and little girls, and new girls EVRY ONEEEEEE!!!!...

insh allah my husband like my firts video and he allow me to upload!!!

Our love and dreams are the most biggest force ever

Me and him! some times, i dont wanna expres or write everything about my plans of going canada because, i dont know why in my country venezuela every one think that if you wanna do something dont tell people because then it will not came come truth! any ways, my english ortografich is horronder jajajajajajajajja .

ok this post it will be basically, about what we need to do, to go there and one of the thing is dollars so we are going to pay my mom a travel to peru so she can gave us her $$$$$ by cadivi anyone who is venezuelan know what its cadivi...

what happen when every its so bad around you but even that you keep seeing all good, that what im doing even that in venezuela its so hard for people like me and the normal family of the woman, husband and one baby who bouth work to give the best to our baby, family ...


positive attitude, even when every is so bad around you you keep seeing the good and also always always thanking god for every because hes is the lord, who can do every thing happen even milacre, i wonder what will be next step, and how its will come out all our effort and sacriface for this big dream....

<<Insh allah khair>>

Positive

Today im just thinking and every day its just like that for the most of the time is what i wanna do, in the future what are my goals what im a good at!? ...

im trying to define what is the best for me because, i wanna be succesfull in what ever i do... i always was the girl that was not good enought and now im just tired, i wanna shine like a star, also im determinate to do it!!!!!!!

but one of my most biggest desire its go to canada so i can bring to my baby girl a better future, positive tought! I can do it because i have the strengh inside of me , i am bless person because i have health, im gonna make it.

I love language and culture, also i love asking i dont know why but i just like knowing the what? Or the why? Of every thing also i love writing and reading ! I love videos, and editing i like also picture and editing picture i loveeeee enthernet and also every have to be relate with computer and sistem and aplications and making....

what will be the best for me?

Hoy lunes/ Today Monday

Hoy lunes, me siento mal estoy deprimida por todo los que pasa en el país el sábado pasamos 11 horas sin luz.
Nose cuando la gente se volvió tan irresponsable, no solo el país , el gobierno, si no también la GENTE es decir el venezolano gran parte des conformista, lo digo porque lo veo porque lo noto en la juventud, el viernes mi mama me dijo que porque el 90% de los que viven en mi urb no pagan luz ya pasaremos a ser barrio no pagaremos luz! No entiendo porque la gente es tan irresponsable siento como poco a poco mi medio ambiente se desmejora.

Solo quiero irme darle un mejor futuro a mi hija!!!

Ahora entro en una confusión estudio administración de empresa TSU, y me faltan 4 materias para graduarme y lamentablemente hay una que prela la otra es decir que si no paso una, no puedo ver la otra y como no me las dejan meter en el mismo semestre tendría que meter otro semestre de mas.
Contaba con que la pudiera ver en verano pero no la ofertaron .
Y ya tengo mi plan ya se lo que quiero hacer para el 2014 dios mediante en agosto tengo que irme con mi esposo y mi hija a montreal a estudiar idiomas para eso estamos ahorrando, para ese tiempo también tendría que estar graduada ahora nose si graduarme aquí o irme y estudiar allá porque igual tendría que estudiar allá para hacer equivalencia a lo que estudie aquí !!! no quiero seguir dejando ciclos abiertos en mi vida y si me voy sin concluir eso siento que eso haré

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espero poder hablar con la directora y poder meter esas materias juntas!!!